Her Last Chance 4

“I assure you, Doctor, your child is in no danger. Her vomiting is indicative of stomach upset. However, there is no suggestion of viral infection.”

Lianna stroked the top of Gita’s head. She’d been seated beside her cot ever since she puked in the pilot house that morning. Lianna was still in the pink bathrobe that she’d flung over herself as she carried Gita to bed, her trunk draped over Lianna’s arms and dragging at her ankles. The Medical bot reported to the ship five minutes after she summoned him, babbling several kilometers a minute.

“You’re sure there’s no fever?’ she persisted.

“None,” the ‘bot said.  “You reported none when you took it yourself. “

“Yeah, I-I don’t know what’s the matter with me.”

“Overprotective motherly instinct is my diagnosis. I believe the prescription would be to relax.” He seemed to spend a few moments too long scrolling through his most recent scan. “Curious. The food Gita regurgitated was only partially digested. Her stomach appears to be retaining a considerable amount of proteins. And she appears to be digesting these items at a slower rate than is normal, for a human child of her apparent age.”

Why hadn’t she seen this before? She’d been feeding Gita like a horse since she met her, on the assumption that was what you did with a child. She hadn’t considered that as a naga child, she’d digest her meals at the equivalent rate of a reptile—if that WAS the way the digestive rate worked with a naga child? “I’m sorry, Doc. Could you scan her stomach?” The ‘bot ceased his bending over Gita and faced Lianna stiffly. “Please. It’s important.”

Dutifully he did so. He studied the results. Rapped the side of his portable scanner, then examined Gita again. “Doctor Jensen, you are aware your child has two stomachs?”

“T-two….Yeah,” she lied. “She’s more than human, Doc. Listen, I know this is unusual, but there are some paranoid people on this station. Can I rely on your discretion on this matter?”

“I have taken an oath, Doctor Jensen. I have never violated that trust. And I am aware of the prejudice Miss Gita may face as an alien. Since this appears to be her normal anatomical configuration, I can promise you both that discretion. For now, I suggest you feed Gita not so often. We’ll see if that improves her stomach upset.”

“Thanks, Doc.” She saw the medic off at the hatch. As he was leaving, Cassie arrived. Twice in one night. Before she’d gone to sleep Cassie had stopped by to inform her formally that her symposium, the reason she’d come to Uranus in the first place, had been suspended indefinitely over security concerns. “Welcome back,” Lianna mumbled as she brushed past.

“Good morning,” Cassie nodded. In her hands floated an official looking tablet. “I brought you a registry padd. Fill it out as soon as possible. This will make your adoption of Gita official. “

“Maybe later.” Her eyes were focused on her cabin, where Gita wiggled her fingers at her from under her blanket.

“It’s best to get this red tape over with quickly.”

“My baby was sick this morning, do you mind?” Lianna yanked the padd from where it floated between them and slapped it on the pilot’s console. A shrill chirrup erupted in protest.

Cassie raised her palms. “Okay. I’m just saying, the longer you put this off, the easier it’ll be for some hairlip like Pastor Ludden to threaten you.”

“How?”

“I DON’T KNOW! WE BOTH KNOW WE CAN’T—!” Cassie’s jaw clenched, tighter than Lianna’s, tight enough she thought she’d break her teeth. “We both know she’s an alien. I don’t care about that, okay? How long do you think it’ll take one of those freaks to figure it out? Get it done.” Spinning on her heel, Cassie showed herself out.

Lianna huffed, staring at the tablet. The hatch had slammed after her several minutes before Lianna could bring herself to approach the task. ‘Mother’ was easy enough. ‘Father’? ‘Place of Birth’? Would anyone recognize Patala for what it was? Well, who would know it existed in a separate dimension ? The other questions…

After a half hour of nibbling her lip and chasing the fog in her brain, Lianna padded to her cabin. She thought Gita was sleeping, but she rolled over straightaway once Lianna took the stool beside her cot. “Baby, who is your father?”

She signed that she was proud of her parents and the two siblings born in the same clutch. “Does he mind that I’ll be taking care of you for a spell?” Gita shook her head, adding by sign, if you fail he will not hesitate to crush you in his coils. Lianna could only hope she was kidding. The other questions would have to wait, as there was yet another rap on the hatch.

I can’t take two steps away from my baby’s room, she fumed as she keyed the hatch open, and immediately regretted it. “Good morning,” Pastor Ludden breezed past her so quickly she couldn’t tell if his grin was genuine or not. “Is everyone well here? My parishioners say the Medical ‘bot paid a call.”

“Gita had an upset stomach. She’s in bed sleeping.”

“Would that have anything to do with that outburst in the Commander’s office yesterday?”

“Word travels fast.”

“It is a small station. One wouldn’t need large ear lobes to hear the pair of you shouting through the bulkheads.”

Somehow Lianna kept both fists from balling. She crossed her arms across her chest, which somehow didn’t seem better. “She’s right in there. Would you like to see how she’s doing?”

“If you’ll permit me.” He followed at a discreet distance as she led him to her cabin. Gita was still in her humanoid mode, but her eyes widened until Lianna signed that it was okay, the pastor was her guest. “Is she incapacitated?” Ludden queried.

“Of course not, she just prefers signs. She doesn’t know you yet. Say hello, sweetie.”

Gita flicked her gaze from the pastor to Lianna. But she did as she was told, adding something Lianna wasn’t about to repeat. “Doctor, tell me. Will you be raising her in the word of the Lord?”

“Not without asking her parents first. They might have something to say about that.”

Ludden frowned. “Aren’t you concerned with the salvation of her eternal soul?”

“Why would I? You’re not going to tell me you believe every child is damned from the cradle? Don’t you find that a horrid concept?”

“I would never imply such a thing. Is she at least aware of the story of the Serpent tempting Eve?”

Gita sat up, puffing the pillows behind her. Her hands flowed in a fluid motion. Lianna hesitated before relaying her question. “Gita was wondering if the Serpent ate Eve after he tempted her.”

“Wha—No! It’s a metaphor! The Devil wanted her to eat from the Tree of Knowledge—”

More signs. “She says she ate a tree?” With the pastor at her back, Lianna smiled and signed, “Baby, you’re just kidding around now, aren’t you?”

Gita grinned and signaled back: “I could do this all day.”

“No,” Ludden flustered, “I meant the fruit from the tree, my mistake…”

“Gita wants to know now what’s the point of that? If it was a real serpent he would’ve just ate her. That’s what she would’ve done…if she was the serpent, that is.”

“It’s a story—OUR stories! These are what define us, defines our moral—” Ludden suddenly seemed to become aware of his hands, flurrying in a blur under his chin. He forced both arms into immobility by his sides. “Clearly you’ve been neglecting our history.”

“She’s a child. There’s plenty of time to learn it yet.” Lianna trailed off as Gita’s hands steepled beneath her chin, and her mouth worked in silent prayer. “What’s she doing now?’

“Praying to Brahma that her stomach will heal soon, that she can have a little peace and quiet so she can get some sleep.”

“Brahma?”

“Yeah, Brahma. He’s the highest of the gods in her pantheon.”

His face flushed scarlet. “Is this what you’re teaching this child? What other pagan blasphemies are you bringing to this outpost?”

“Pastor, it’s a vast universe. There are higher realities, other dimensions we can’t even imagine. Surely you understand this. You believe in an omnipotent being you can’t see but is supposedly everywhere and everything all at once. “

“But you don’t believe in this Brahma, do you? You’re talking about this—this being as though he’s an entity you’ve met.”

“I’ve never seen Brahma.” Not yet anyway, she said to herself. “I’m a scientist, I accept the evidence of things observed. What I have seen is that there are bigger things you’re not ready for, yet. Now if you don’t mind, I’d like my child to get some rest. Would you please leave now?”

As he stormed off the ship, Lianna realized she may have gone too far, but she wasn’t sure at what point she’d done so. She’d barely tapped into the experiences of her last ten years in space in her symposiums. If he’d lived a tenth of what she had…

After the pastor has left, Ernie greeted her with a slip of hard bound paper—a card, was it? That’s quaint, Lianna smirked. No one’s used one of these for hundreds of years. “This arrived while you were conversing with Pastor Ludden,” he said. “It is very unusual.”

Lianna lifted it to the ceiling lights. “Please join Jamai Fatima Hadebe at Iva’s for a luncheon at noon Greenwich Time. Your sweet nagini is invited.” She lowered the card with a huff. “At least she has the terminology right. What’s so unusual about a lunch date?”

“Apart from the possibility that she knows Miss Gita’s true nature, there is also the fact that this person literally disappeared off the face of the Earth over 20 Terran years ago.”

“I’m still not getting it. What’s so important about this—this Ja-May?”

“Ja-Mii,’ Ernie corrected. “Miss Hadebe, if this is indeed who she is, was a well-known spiritualist of great power and, for many decades, a councillor for troubled youths. Many attributed her disappearance to the death of her husband not long before.

“Of more immediate concern is your own relations on the ship. Miss Amba has been sulking in the cargo lounge. She won’t eat or reply to inquiries. I suspect she is jealous of the attention you have been lavishing on Miss Gita.”

“What does she have to be jealous of?”

“Hmm. It has been many years since I have had to do this.”

“Since you’ve had to do what—OWW!” His explanation was a smack into the back of Lianna’s head. Not a severe blow, but modulated with just enough force to get her attention.

“Miss Amba,” Ernie replied with what seemed more force to his voice, “may feel left out of the decision making process. Until yesterday she had only to share you with Miss Stavros, a being not unlike herself. Now there is a new lifeform which requires your upmost attention. Miss Amba may be miffed that you had not consulted her before bringing Miss Gita into your life.”

“Ernie, this is the best thing that’s ever happened to me! Her mother is a goddess, for Christ sakes, and she’s trusting ME with her upbringing! Don’t you know what a gift that is?”

Ernie contemplated this for the longest time. “Apologies. It is my role to play what humans call ‘Devil’s Advocate’. Nevertheless, your happiness is my happiness. My suggestion regarding Miss Amba is, before you go to lunch, that you express these sentiments for her benefit.”

“Okay,” Lianna nodded.

The cargo lounge appeared empty at first. Oddly a pleasing blue-green aura suffused the area. After sealed the hatch behind her, Lianna glanced up. Her eyes focused on a series of thick gooey stalagmites clinging to the domed ceiling. “Hey sweetie,” Lianna smiled. Strangely, this was almost exactly the state in which she first encountered Amba.

A pseudopod oozed down from the central pillar, the tip curling up to face her. This swelled into a pair of rounded cheeks and an ameboid wig. Her mouth was not at all pleased. “Ernie thinks I didn’t ask before I made this big decision, but I didn’t have time. What I mean is, Gita kind of dropped into my lap and I couldn’t refuse her—”

–You didn’t want to, the thought accused.

“That’s not–!” Her protestations died before she could voice them. Even in her mind they sounded hollow. “No, I didn’t. You know, I’m kind of envious of your kind. You’re part of a huge family. We call it a colony, but you’re connected to thousands of cells, just like you. All sharing their thoughts and impressions, even over countless star systems.” Lianna stared at her fidgeting hands. Usually she didn’t need to express herself verbally. They understood each other intuitively, as she did with Stavros.

“I can’t have that. They won’t even allow us to adopt, any of us from the Lost Ship. We’re too unstable, too prone to violence. It’s legal, literally all legal.”

Two aquamarine hands clasped hers. While she’d been talking, stalagmites had tapered down from the ceiling, spooling around Lianna’s waist, clasping both legs. The face on a tendril had swollen into a chest and neck to support Amba’s head, and the arms that held Lianna.

“I knew I’d never have that from a young age. So, I buried any hope of having a child in my work. Then I met Stavros, and I met you, and I wasn’t alone. I had my parent’s journals, so that was something to make myself useful, hey?” The last of her pseudopods flopped onto Lianna’s shoulders. Thick gelatinous folds pooled around her lower body, exerting a gentle pressure, pushing up beneath her armpits. “I can’t give her up. I want you to be part of this. I’ve never done anything like this, anything…”

–Responsible?

Lianna nodded. Amba’s face was foggy from the warm moisture burning in her eyes. “Please give her a chance. Will you do that for me, beloved?” Assent came in the form of her ameboid arms draped over Lianna’s neck. Amba’s lips brushing hers, and an echoing –beloved—in her thoughts.

Gita indicated she felt well enough to accompany Lianna, though she might not eat much today. Lianna understood and promised to ease her through this lunch. She’d shimmied out of her robe and into a facsimile of her mother’s skinsuit. The original had been destroyed; the scars from that encounter were left all over her body. This suit was supposed to be indestructible, as it should be since it was a gift of the gods.

Sleek and supple, it had only one patch topping her right shoulder. This was a grooved imprint of a rounded gold key, a yoni she supposed represented her mother. She’d applied a portion of her stipend from the observatory to request extra saris for Gita. That morning they chose colors and styles. The tailor promised her new outfits would be printed and delivered by early evening, Terran time. 

The maitre’d had been expecting them. They followed him to a booth far to the rear of the restaurant, dimly backlight by the aquariums encircling the main seating area. The same dark woman from the night before rose and indicated a seat beside her. She seemed to have done a fresh brush job to her hair. Lianna and Gita slid onto the bench. “Is this a social call, or are you stalking me?” Lianna began.

The woman chuckled. “I’m sorry your symposium has been suspended. I found your presentation fascinating.”

“You came to see me?’

This-Jamai?- nodded. “The last three days. You seem to have quite an affinity for children.”

Lianna shrugged. “They’re inquisitive, perceptive…”

“And not so quick to judge as adults?”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

“So. Lianna. Is that like the vine?”

“No, that was my parents being cute. It’s a contraction of my father’s name, Lee, with my mother’s, Anna.”

“What a thoughtful gift.”

“Thanks. Sooo…how do you know about Gita?”

“I saw her on the day she arrived. The two of you were beautiful together. I’m curious whether you know what you’ve let yourself in for.”

Their drinks had arrived atop a service ‘bot with drink inserts set into its flat top. Gita patted the ‘bot as it departed. They raised glasses of fresh lemonade. “Her mother’s been my therapist for many years,” Lianna said. Jamai’s glass froze at her lips, greenish liquid dribbling down her chin. “Have you ever encountered a nagi in her native environment?”

“In fact I’ve met two.” It was her turn to grin as Lianna and Gita both spit-taked. Some of the other patrons lifted their eyes from their menus. “I took it upon myself to wrestle them. I was lost at the time, it wasn’t long after the death of my husband. It wasn’t the brightest thing I’d ever done.”

“Huh. And you survived that.”

“No.”

“Have you told anyone about Gita?”

“No. Why would I? I’ve spent the last twenty years dealing with fools who didn’t give a—” Her fingers had started tip-tapping on the tabletop. Apparently she noticed she was doing it at the same time Lianna did and dropped her hands under the table. “I’d never endanger a child. Any child. Is something wrong?”

Lianna blinked. While her host was speaking, her boobs seemed to jiggle. No, she must have imagined it. “Look, maybe it’s none of my business, but my android Ernie told me you just vanished, like say, twenty years ago. Where did you go?”

A small sad smile pursed her full lips. Her hands stroked the cup facing her. “I was invited on a peace mission. I needed something like that after my husband passed away. It was important to our success that we operate under a cloak of anonymity.”

“You were part of some non-governmental body or something?”

“Yes. It was the first time I’d worked with a team. I liked that. We rescued a lot of people. Some of us fell in love…”

“Then why are you here? It’s a long way from Terra.”

“I’ve…” She closed her eyes, sucking in a deep breath. “I had a troubling spiritual experience. I needed a sabbatical.”

A chirrup erupted from—her? Then Lianna noticed her boobs jiggling again. She hadn’t meant to, but she couldn’t help staring, especially after a triangular head poked over the top of her bosom, its pointed ears unfolding.  “Excuse me, I don’t mean to pry, but have you got a bat nestled in your bosom?”

Jamai glanced down, then peeled half a slice of orange from her plate and held it to its snout. It nibbled voraciously at it before tucking itself back in its warm spot. “It’s okay, they’re friends,” she cooed. Then she noticed Lianna and Gita both gawking. “The station had a visit from warriors of the Antarian Empire. Some Antarian space bats had hitched a ride on their warship. A colony took up residence on the upper level, including Commander Stephensen’s quarters. I assisted her in rounding them up for relocation to one of Uranus’ moons. This sweetheart needed some extra loving care. I’ve been nursing him back to health, and I’m afraid he’s grown quite attached to me.”

Lunch arrived on a glass platter loaded with diced tomatoes and cucumber mixed with parsley and spices. The maitre’d squeezed juice from a lemon sifter while his waiters laid down platters of fried pita as a side dish. Gita picked at vegetable pieces while Lianna nibbled the pita. “Have you given any thought to her schooling?” Jamai asked.

Lianna guffawed around a mouthful of pita bread. “I’m not letting her out of my sight. I’ll probably home school her. Such as it is,” she added, thinking of her ship.

“Are you sure that’s what her mother intended? Associating with your own kind may be exactly what she—”

“I’m not human.”  Hot steam rose inside her skinsuit, seemingly under her very skin. Why does everyone want to interfere with how I’m raising her? “I just got her. Can’t you people give me a chance to try raising her the right way?”

Her host’s lip trembled. “That may be how you feel now, but you can’t stand apart from what you really are. Trust me, I know.”

“Lady, you don’t know me at all. You don’t know what I’ve had to survive. Given what’s happened this past week—who the hell are you to judge me? Did Cassie push you into this? Did those freaks haunting my ship?”

“Doctor, you need to calm down. People are staring—”

“I DON’T CARE! Do you know how many ‘aliens’ I’ve met who’ve tried to kill me because I was different or weird or—whatever? NONE! NEVER! NOT ONE TIME! I’ve been welcomed—I’ve been loved more deeply than any human was ever capable of! I’ve been cared for better than any human could bother to! If I never see another asshole human it’ll be—fuck!”

The glass was in her hand without her thinking of it. It shattered into broken fragments, sparkling brightly across the table. One fragment stuck in her palm. Every eye in the café seemed to be on her as she pulled it out. Blood pulsed from the puncture, but that was soon overwhelmed by an aquamarine bubble spreading into the wound and sealing it. Every eye, including Jamai’s, was wide and staring. “Come on, baby,” Lianna said quickly, taking Gita’s offered hand with her uninjured one. Together they padded quickly from the silent café.

“That was a little over the top, wasn’t it?’ Lianna asked Gita shortly in the infirmary. She nodded vigorously. “Sorry, baby, it just came out of nowhere. With her and Cassie and that damn pastor hounding me all in the same morning…” she stopped when Gita lunged in for a hug. “Okay, I’ll try to do better.”

“At this rate you may as well take up residence in my infirmary, Doctor.” Lianna tightened her lips as the Medibot sprayed a healing patch over her broken skin. The glass had penetrated the muscle in her palm, but the nanobots inserted into her when she was a child were already repairing that damage. “Did anyone see the protoplasm fill your wound?”

“What?”

“Did anyone see what happened?” The Medibot repeated.

“I-I don’t know,” Lianna admitted, “That wasn’t my biggest priority.” Gita shrugged, so she guessed she hadn’t been paying attention either.

“This should heal in a few days,” the ‘bot continued. “In the interim I suggest you maintain a low profile on your ship. Why would you do such a stupid thing?”

Lianna hunched up on the exam table. It always seemed to strike deeper when an android criticized her than when a human did. “She pissed me off,” she mumbled. “She was trying to give me some BS about acting more human.”

“You ARE human!” His words made her cringe even more. “It is one thing if you don’t wish to socialize with them, but that is who—what!—you are! It cannot be helped!”

“I just wish…I just want people to forget I was ever on the Lost Ship.”

“I can’t treat that illusion,” the Medibot spoke, more softly. “Rest. See me in two days. My intern will need your thumb scan for the supplies you requested.” Lianna nodded. Gita took her hand as she slid off the cot.

Outside the clinic’s Auxiliary Station, where supplies were regularly delivered, the intern dispensed a cargo pod. His was a generalized design, an upright floating bowling pin with a egg-shaped pod on top with a sensor band for sight, Lianna peeled the glove back on her left hand and pressed her thumb over a sensor pad. A green light acknowledged receipt of her supplies. “Here we are, 500 kilos of crystallized silicate. I’m at a loss as for why you would require this.”

“Crew,” Lianna replied breezily. “Thanks, doc.”

She got behind the handles of the antigrav buffers framing the cart’s chassis and pushed. Gita was in front of her, also leaning on the handles. Lianna grinned; with those buffers it took almost no effort. Of course, by the time they reached the docking bay, Gita was riding on top of the cart in front, swinging her legs right and left.

The usual mob surrounding her ship was restive, maybe a bit too quiet. But they parted for the cart’s approach like—what sea was it in old Earth mythology? Gita bounded off the top of the cart as Ernie opened the ship’s cargo hatch. There was little to it, two dark grey metal doors curving up and down with a magnetic track to ease large loads onto the ship. The problem was, this time the cart seemed to be stuck.

Lianna frowned as she pushed once, twice. It wouldn’t slide more than half a meter inside the hold. She had to bend down and lift it from the bottom a few centimeters to slide it the rest of the way inside the ship so that Ernie could maneuver it to its proper cubbyhole.

Her relief was jolted out of her by the feral scream behind her. The pastor’s son Nick was dashing toward her, and the rest of the mob was surging behind him. Lianna ducked the pipe he swung at her, and as he staggered past she dropped him with a chop to the neck. She landed a kick to another man’s groin before he reached Gita. The mob was on top of them before she could shoo a screaming Gita up the hatch. Lianna threw herself over her as fists pummeled her back. That wasn’t important, she was still pushing them through a sea of legs toward—

Metal crashed into the back of her skull. Stabbing pain flashed all through her nervous system. The second blow brought another flash and—did something crack? Amid every agonizing pulse, goo flowed toward her damaged skull plates. Only instinct enabled her to cover Gita with her body as hands tore at her, trying to dislodge her.

Flaming bushes roared around them—no, flame throwers, frightening the crowd back, gushing from the gauntlets of Cassie’s security patrol. The pillars of fire weren’t actually pointed at her attackers, Lianna realized. The ‘bots had waded into the mob, using the flames to drive them away. She suddenly found herself in a heap on an empty space on the deck with Gita shaking her, trying to rouse her.

Frigid metal clamps took hold of her arms and lifted her as though she were nothing. The sudden motion brought on a fresh roil of nausea. The deck spun as they dragged her back toward the entry hall outside the docking area. “Gita,” Lianna called, weakly at first, but when she couldn’t locate her, “GITA!”

One of the five ‘bots surrounding her raised a clamp, then dropped to one knee and leaned forward so that Gita could wave to Lianna from her safe perch on his back. “Thank you,” Lianna panted as a black hole closed on her thoughts. The smelling salts shoved under her nostrils solved that, temporarily. Everything seemed to be draped in gauze. She could hear things but her mind, her body seemed to float through them. “Medic, prepare to receive patients,” the Chief Security ‘bot called, a bit too shrill.

“Negative, Infirmary is in lockdown,” came the reply. “There are an unknown number of rioters attempting to access the Infirmary. Recommend you take the patients to a safe area until it is possible to administer aid.”

The Chief ‘bot stepped away from the comm panel set in the bulkhead. “Doctor Jensen…? Stay with us, Doctor. We appear to be cut off from your ship and any immediate medical aid. Is there any place we can take you for safety?’

She couldn’t for the life of her think of anyplace. She didn’t know anybody here except Cassie, and that other lady. And after she went half cocked on her only an hour ago…Gita was tapping on her escort’s back. Once she dropped to the deck, she showed them a card she was carrying. The little scamp must’ve picked it up while Lianna wasn’t looking.

Their feet clanked like regimental soldiers as they marched through silent echoing breezeways. A lift deposited them on an upper level. The air seemed cleaner, even warmer here than in the lower levels. She sensed a lot of these staterooms were vacant. Neither Uranus nor its moons held Terra’s cultural romance with either the Jovian or Saturnian systems. Lianna had blacked out again, but she awoke at a door which seemed to emanate the scent of jasmine and orchids. The Chief ‘bot buzzed the door repeatedly until a familiar voice groused, “What? Do you know what goddamn time—”

The door whisked open and there she was, her dark body lightly wrapped in a pink nightgown adorned with imprints of rainbow butterflies. Lianna met her eyes, expecting some lingering resentment. Perhaps there was a flash, for a second, until she frowned, either at her escorts or her dropsy gaze. “Doctor Jensen?” she asked.

“Forgive us for calling at this late hour, Ms, Hadebe,” the Chief ‘bot said, “but a situation has arisen. Would you assist us?”

She ignored him, her gaze seeming to bore into Lianna. “Doctor, what’s going on?”

Lianna supposed she ought to apologize. All she could manage was, “I can’t get to my ship. Please, I’ve got to protect Gita…” Her head dropped, at least partly from shame. Suddenly two large brown hands clasped hers, rubbing them gently.

“Hey.” Her voice was warm with an exotic lilt. A blanket settled around Lianna’s shoulders. “Come on. No one will harm you here. I’ll keep you safe.”

They were at the threshold of her quarters when the Chief ‘bot blared, “We can’t make that promise, Ms. Hadebe.”

Her host glared back, and it seemed her eyes could’ve melted steel. Yet her voice held an icy calm: “I can.”

For the first time in days Lianna felt she was truly safe. Gita had already skipped inside when the Chief said, “That may be. Nonetheless—” and then Jamai snapped her fingers, and the doors slammed shut on her escorts.

She eased Lianna onto a luxurious two-seater lounge. That’s as far as she got before her stomach retched all over her dining room floor. The room spun wildly as Lianna pitched forward…

TBC

Her Last Chance 3

THREE

There was much to do still. Between them, Lianna, Stavros and Ernie shuffled boxes and loose slates and uniforms tossed carelessly over the bed and dresser. The boxes with her parents’ journals they moved to the pilot deck until they could think of a better storage space. Then Lianna shifted her undergarments to the bottom drawer. That left the two upper drawers for Gita’s belongings. Lianna never had that much junk to begin with.

Fortunately the station’s allotment allowed her to run a warm bath for Gita. She wanted this first day to be special. Gita wriggled out of her half-sari, which she promptly tossed to the deck as she climbed in. I’ll have to teach her some neatness, Lianna thought, but reconsidered once it dawned on her that she was in need of such training herself. Gita giggled lost in the bubbles, then beckoned with both hands. Lianna pointed at herself, to which Gita nodded. “Okay, kid, but I don’t know if this is proper—”

A shrill yelp jerked Lianna off the deck. Her skinsuit was draped half off of her chest. Both of Gita’s hands were clasped to her small mouth, and then she peeled one away to point at Lianna’s bare back. She didn’t need to incline herself toward the powder room’s mirror. For once she’d forgotten the fist-sized circular welts scarring her back. There would be more covering her arms and legs.

I guess this is gonna be one of those talks. She knelt beside the tub, still half exposed, and took Gita by the hands. “Sorry, kid, there are monsters in this universe.” She wanted to say more—NEEDED to reassure the child. All of a sudden, though, she was drawing a blank. ”Guess that’s another reason I hide under a skinsuit,” Lianna sighed. Gita’s hands flicked furiously, splattering water on them both. “Yeah,” Lianna said, looking down. “I killed it. It killed me, too.”

Gita’s arms opened to her. Lianna leaned in to hug her as her tail flopped out of the bath to tug at Lianna’s waist. “Okay. Then I suppose you’ll want to hear all about how your mom avenged me.”

After a good long soak and a toweling off, she tucked her little baby in to her cot. Gita held her with a worried frown. “It’s okay,” Lianna reassured her. “I usually don’t sleep here anyway.”

Little Stavros crawled across the cot to climb under the blankets beside Gita. Something warm beat inside Lianna, just gazing at the pair of them beside each other. “I’m gonna stay here a minute, just till you fall asleep. Okay?”

Both children nodded. Lianna didn’t know if the little ameboid needed ‘sleep’. Even so, unlike her parent body, she seemed to have grown eyelids that shut lightly over her oversized pupils at the same time as Gita’s. Lianna sat in a stiff back seat watching Gita’s blankets rise and fall with the soft whistles from her nostrils, with Little Stavros’ arm across her. Yeah, just a few minutes…

She jerked suddenly to a stiff ache in her back. Lianna stretched and groaned as the chronometer rang Nine in the morning. Had she been there all…? Never mind. Gita had already bounded out of bed, flinging the blankets half off the cot with Little Stavros bouncing right along behind her. Okay, what to do, first? Best to update Fayd at the observatory; he’d be worried sick.

Ernie had the linkage tied in before Lianna poured her first cup of qahwah sadah, with cardamom. Ooh, that woke her up. She sat in the command chair, patchy as it was, while the girls raced all over the ship. “Poppa,” Lianna smiled as a dark haired, lean faced man with two day old stubble smiled back at her across the stars.

“Habibi!” Fayd grinned back. “How goes the symposium?” Lianna raised her right hand and wriggled it, flat to her chest level. Faud shook her head. “I know that sigh, Habibi. What can I do?’

“There’s a bunch of fanatics who’ve shut me down for a couple of days. You know, I’m longing for the days when I could hang out in the calibration chamber with you. Nobody else wanted me around then either. I was always grateful you put up with me, Poppa.”

“Pff! You needed a secluded place where you could acclimate to us, to the observatory. I was happy to offer you the space.”

Lianna ducked her head as the thought barged back in: I was an animal.

She recalled she was a child, still feral after months fending for herself. The other scientists, apart from the Professor, tolerated her but kept their distance. Faud had given her free roam of a critical but isolated area on the station. Sometimes he left her a warm bowl of hummus which she devoured with her bare hands. He kept his keffiyeh folded neatly beside himself as he conducted routine adjustments or took precise stellar measurements at the telescope array.

One day she’d crept up and put it on just as she’d seen him wear it. She fiddled with the egel, winding it three times around her small head instead of the traditional twice. Fayd eyed her across a telescope and thought he’d be furious. Then he chuckled and resumed his work. Nobody else had thought she was cute at that point, and it helped her relax a little.

Some weeks later while he ducked inside a telescope tube, he asked, “Could you hand me that spanner, Habibi?” She grabbed the tool, but then padded toward him slowly, pausing every few steps. His hand remained open, expectantly. Finally she slapped the spanner into his hand and dodged behind a power conduit.  Fayd smiled, “thank you,” and continued his adjustments.

Lianna raised her head, returning his radiant smile. “You taught me everything I know about astrophysics and mechanics, and everything else.”

Fayd shrugged. “I know what it is to be abandoned. It’s a heritage my fathers and my mothers handed down in story and song, I did my little part to welcome you to our family.”

“You always did, Poppa. Speaking of which, I’ve got someone you’ve gotta meet…”

After she shut off the link, Lianna rubbed her eyes. “What to do…?”

“Might I suggest you get dressed first,” Ernie chimed behind her, shaking ten years’ growth off her. “Breakfast might also be in order for little Gita. It is the most important meal of the day.”

She found a shawarma deli in the Slush Pit she loved. Gita’s nose was practically in the cook’s pan as he mixed eggs, tomatoes, peppers and more and sauteed it to a warm stew. The cook was a genius, and after a second helping she left an extra big tip. If only the rest of the day had been so pleasant.

Back on the Observation Deck, a hooded figure loomed over the crowd, despite his hunched posture. With him were two equally long companions, all huddled close, cringing with each bump from the bustling humanity. Ordinarily Lianna would shy away, except, something familiar tingled inside her. With Gita still riding her shoulders, she visualized an empty starfield. Once her mind was clear, she sent out a single thought message: “Bon?”

The lead figure froze, straitening head and shoulders over the passing patrons. Then he and his companions turned to her, three slender beings with pale iridescent eyes large as saucer plates. The lead fellow tapped his staff on the deck and sent back: “Star sister!”

Gita’s leg muscles must’ve been stronger than they looked. Lianna nearly dislodged her when she barreled right int Bon’s chest and flung her arms around him. The crowd seemed to disappear as she snuggled into him. His companions draped their arms around her in turn. “It’s been so long,” she thought. “How have you been, my friend?”

“We are…fine,” Bon returned. “Just fine.” He gazed across her into Gita’s eyes. “And you have a child now. Blessings to you both. Do you hide her true nature for her protection?”

Lianna started in their collective grip. Then she gazed up into Bon’s face. “Yeah. There’s some loonies here. Is everything okay?”

The tall figure sagged again. “We are returning home. This place is not…welcoming.”

“I’m sorry.” Another tickle in her brain. “Yeah, they’re not exactly happy to see me, either.” Buzz. Lianna grinned. “You saw my symposium?”

“Indeed. It was very enlightening. We regret that your brethren are not open enough to receive your findings.”

“They haven’t even heard the really weird shit.” Bon bent down and they touched skulls. As his forehead touched Lianna’s, Gita reached down to touch Bon’s face. Where a nose and mouth would normally be in humans, his people displayed a stretched plate of skin. She signed, indicating her mouth.

“We oxygenate in our own way. Does our appearance frighten–?”

A swift jab at his shoulder dispelled that concern. She leaned across Lianna’s neck and tossed both arms around Bon’s head.

“I wish I’d known you were here,” Lianna sighed. “I’d have loved to spend some time with you. You always made me welcome.”

“We did not wish to endanger you. We have received some…unsavory correspondence.” His left-hand companion extracted a slip of paper from the sleeve of his robe. A slash cleaved through the upper right corner. Still, the note was bad enough: NOT IN OUR SOLR SYSTEM—ALIEN TRASH DON’T BELONG HERE.

Lianna was tempted to crumble the paper to dust, if she could. Her hands tightened inside her skinsuit as she fought the impulse. “Did you show this to the Commander?”

“Yes. It was examined. No fingerprints were found to trace the individuals responsible, so the Commander was unable to take action. So she says.”

“I bet.”

“We cannot stay longer. Our ship awaits. I’m sorry our visit has been contracted.”

“Could I at least walk you back to your ship? Just to make sure you’re safe?”

“Of course, star sister.”

With Gita holding Bon’s hand on one side and Lianna’s arm laced around the other, they walked together toward the space dock. Every once in a while, Lianna would shoot a poisonous glance at the milling crowd, daring anyone to challenge them. Outside the docking plate, Bon paused to offer Lianna a thought. “It is not true.”

“Sorry?”

“You are not the Harlot of Babylon, or any of the other accusations certain visitors have been thinking. You have always come to us without malice or prejudice. These are new things among us. It has always been a pleasure to call you friend.”

“And I’ve always been grateful for your friendship.”

Their ship was not ostentatious. Sleek pterodactyl wings braced a tubular body from which extended a 20-meter neck capped by a two-seater pilot’s capsule. “It’s gorgeous,” Lianna breathed aloud.

“Before we depart…” Bon hesitated in his transmissions. “May we see young Gita as she truly is?”

Lianna frowned, until Bon’s companions nodded and flanked Gita, flaring their cloaks as a shield. Between one breath and the next she’d traded her legs for a shimmering serpent’s trunk. Lianna sensed the awe in all her friend’s thoughts as she thumped her tail on the deck. If it were possible, Bon probably would’ve whistled. “The holy mothers,” thought he. All three raised their right arms to their chests, bowing their heads respectfully.

Then she had her legs again, and the pair pulled their cloaks tight around themselves again. Lianna and Gita vacated the docking area, waiting by the airlock hatch as Bon’s ship dipped from the launch bay. Her booster jets lifted her clear of the station. First she banked toward the Oort Cloud. Then it was a streak departing the Sol System. A surge of heat swelled Lianna’s cheeks. “Come on, kid,” she said to Gita. “We’ve got someone to see.”

Commander Stephensen was scrolling through a slate when Lianna burst in. “WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THESE LUNATICS?”

The report hovering above the Commander’s palm burst like a solar prominence. She sighed as both hands dropped to her side. “I assume you’re referring to Captain Bon’s merry crew.”

“Don’t you patronize him—ever! I’m referring to someone who welcome me as an honored guest, who always treated me and all visitors to his planet with courtesy and respect. For Christ’s sake, he saved my life!”

“I’m glad.” They stood across from each other over a mural of the Milky Way Galaxy emblazoning the floor, Lianna huffing as the Commander stared at her feet. “Did he tell you they tried to vandalize his starship 48 hours after he landed? I’ve initiated deportation proceedings against thirteen members of this FAITH sect.”

“Sorry, faith—?

“Jesus Christ, don’t you even know who’s harassing you? “The Commander—Cassie—ticked off each word into her right palm. “The Fellowship of Agnostic Inter-Terrestrial Humans. They believe we made mistakes, ruined our chances on Earth, allowed refugees into developed nations—”

“—After they ruined their indigenous lands or flooded them out of existence—”

“—Can I finish? Can I? They don’t want to dilute the purity of our species, or some crap like that. They believe they should permit bonds between the best pairs of people, to bring the best fruit to bear.”

“Yeah, there’s a word for that. It’s called inbreeding. Why can’t you boot the rest of those fanatics off the station?”

“It’s not that easy. They’ve claimed their religious liberties have been trespassed on back on Terra. That’s what forced them into space in the first—”

“Nobody forced them! People stopped believing because they were acting like jackasses!”

“How would you know? You’ve never been to Earth! You weren’t even born there!”

“I have it on an extraordinarily good authority.”

Another silence, only punctuated by Cassie’s nails rapping on her desktop as she eyed Gita. “One question. People are gonna ask. Where did she come from?”

“I’m her appointed guardian,” Lianna said. Gita meanwhile was tapping on her padd, which she momentarily handed to Cassie. Her eyes widened occasionally as she scrolled through.

‘Well, we both know she couldn’t be your natural child,” Cassie muttered with a sad tinge in her voice. “I’m happy for you, I truly am. I saw how good you were with the kids at your show. I assume you have some legal documentation to support your guardianship. People are gonna ask.”

Lianna’s stomach seemed to drop. But she kept her expression neutral. “People already have.”

“Goddamn waste of time,” Lianna grumbled, her hand tightly gripping Gita’s. She’d hoped some solace would be found at the Portal. Solitude certainly wasn’t. Someone was already standing by it. A very tall someone; she had to be at least a head taller than Lianna. Her neck length curls seemed frizzy, and there were prominent bags under her eyes. But her skin was a glistening cinnamon brown under a coral tinted shawl flowing to her heels. Dogs and butterflies danced all across the fabric. “Hey gorgeous,” Lianna greeted her.

She grinned. “Hello. Do you greet everyone in that manner?”

“It puts most people at ease,” Lianna shrugged. It worked for most exospecies, too.

“You’re Doctor Jensen, aren’t you? I’ve seen your presentation.”

Sweet Kali, she was falling in love with that husky lilt of hers. “Yeah. Where are you from?”

“Earth, of course, the same as you,” she laughed. “And who is this little sweetheart?” She bent low over Gita. Then suddenly her hands flashed over Gita’s ribs. The child burst into giggles before ducking behind Lianna. She peeked over her right thigh, still giggling. “She’s delightful! Who’s the father?”

Shit. That’s three. “Umm…I’m acting as her guardian. I don’t know about the father. I didn’t—oww!” She glared at Gita before she could pinch her again. Did nagas even need a father?

The lady had turned aside so Lianna and Gita could have a better view out the Portal. “Isn’t that something? So many beings skimming through the atmosphere, drinking helium and expelling hydrogen. And no one knows.”

Lianna frowned. “How do YOU know? No life has ever been confirmed on Uranus.”

She shrugged. “I know. No one has bothered to properly search. They’re too enthralled with more romantic facades like Titan or Mars. Uranus has her charms…ohhh.”

Her eyes grew rounder, her hands rising to her mouth as the daily flash from the polar beacons illuminated the planet’s rings in an pale iridescent glow, like a saw blade rotating toward the station. For just a few seconds, Uranus’ cloud features became more prominent, displaying faint bands amidst a global haze. “Look, we have to go,” Lianna said after a few minutes.

The lady nodded, “I’ll be around. Call on me if you need anything.”

“That would be a neat trick, since I don’t even know your name.”

“Some people call me Fatima. I’ve kind of gotten used to people calling me Granny. That’s how most of the crew knows me around the station. Take care.” She reached out to stroke Lianna’s shoulder, then turned away.

Doctor Jensen had disappeared with her child into the bowels of the ship. As she turned back to the Portal, a blue skinned reflection stared back. “Contact has been made,” Granny sighed. “I hope you’re happy.”

Part 1: https://mike3839.com/2023/09/

Part 2: https://mike3839.com/2024/04/03/her-last-chance-part-2/

Lianna in the Microverse: Conclusion

Soon as this was over she wanted to get stoned again. So much had been real…so much surreal: the heft of Kali Ma’s sword in her fist, the cool solidity of the pommel. Cradling Lady Smirnoff to her chest, her weight in her four arms evenly distributed, drooping like a lazy cat…

Four…arms–!

The Professor and Dr. Chen bumbled into each other as Lianna jumped up. She tossed off the blanket, then immediately tugged it back to her naked chest. She took in the bland white medical cabinet over a sink behind the medics, the stiff sheets under her legs.

Dreamy, fuzzy images floated in the periphery of her thoughts; an emergence of some kind on the main floor of the observatory, her tail swishing between her buttocks. No tail now, she thought. Some wise ass must’ve thought it’d be a good idea to get her to the outpost’s dispensary. That was probably a good idea since she didn’t remember much after first she dropped Lady Smirnoff, and then collapsed herself.

She slapped her left shoulder, groping for ridges, skin folds, anything that would be indicative of a scar. She came up empty. “Professor, how many arms did I have when I got back?”

Their distended eyeballs gave the game away. Troopers that they were, they kept up the pretense. “Two, of course,” the Professor replied, lifting his arms. “Just two. Right, Chen?”

“Oh yes, yes! How many arms were you expecting to have?” His forced laugh reeked of fear and barely suppressed hysteria. And then Petersen burst in.

“Got the stills developed! They’re gonna love this at the…” he frowned, first at the two scientists waving their hands like livid sports coaches. His eyebrows raised at Lianna, nodding at her cot. “Oh. Hi, four-arms.”

That earned him the double sock in the arm that she’d been waiting for. “I knew it!” Lianna bounced off the cot, pacing the room despite the Professor’s efforts to keep up and drape his lab coat over her. “I knew it! It’s the first proof that the Hindu cosmology has a basis in fact! I gotta write this up in the Physicists Quarterly–“

“Lianna…”

“Mom would shit if she could see this! This would be the best–!”

“Lianna!”

Both bare heels slapped on the deck. The Professor stopped himself just in time, finally succeeding in wrapping his coat over her. “Your other limbs disappeared shortly after we had you settled,” he said.

“What, they melted?”

“No, they…how do I say this, dissipated. I can’t explain it better than that. They seemed to vanish as soon as you came off your high. Umm, how much powder did…?”

“A snootful.”

“I thought it’d be a bit much.”

Lianna crossed her arms with a smirk. “And if there had been evidence of a transformation, I suppose you’d keep it from me anyway?”

The Professor sighed. “Lianna, cultivating a personal relationship with Kali is not something I’d encourage.”

“But isn’t that what Mom and Poppa wanted to investigate? Surely that’s the reason they kept such extensive notebooks.”

The Professor nodded to both points, though his downturned bushy mustache suggested he now wished that he’d never let her get her hands on them, let alone follow the hints and star charts highlighted in red in the margins. ‘What happened to my tail? And what about Lady Smirnoff?”

“First, allow me to congratulate you on the successful conclusion of your extraditionary mission. She’s in the next room. Would you like to see? We can discuss the, umm, other item after that.”

Her deep crimson skinsuit glistened even in the dimmed lighting ordered for her recovery room. What was left of it, anyway. Lady Smirnoff looked like she’d been through a war and lost. Her right leg was a purplish stump below the knee. Her left side wasn’t in much better shape. The skinsuit over both her left shoulder and breast was torn, exposed to the dangers of the Microverse. In fact, her left breast appeared to have been punctured by a barbed shaft. Tardigrade, Lianna deduced silently.

Further puncture marks could be found in both wrists, another in her suit through the crotch. Some repulsion prevented Lianna from examining that hole too intensely. Lianna took a scanner from a young medic in training, which enabled her to probe the puncture just below Lady Smirnoff’s breast that almost reached through her chest cavity to her heart. Curiously, all these puncture wounds had been plugged with a flexible, indigo-tinted foam. Further proof, to Lianna at least, of Kali’s charity, or malice.

The medics stepped aside to let Lianna in, but not too far from the floating examination table. They were keeping her in an induced coma for now, they told her, pending a decision by the outpost’s chief of staff toward what exactly they were supposed to do with her; whether her punishment by Kali had been sufficient, if indeed that would factor into any subsequent care she’d receive at a better equipped facility.

Her hand squeezed the smooth blotchy stump, just above the knee. Lianna peeled back one of Lady Smirnoff’s eyelids. Her pupils had shrunk to tiny dots. Her facial features, usually so stern, was relaxed in sedated rest. She hadn’t been prepared for this, Lianna thought, her hand lingering for what little comfort it might offer. Sweet Kali, what a state her mind must be in.

“Baby, come on,” the Professor said, gently taking her hand. He led her along the main corridor to the Specimen Lab. Normally this was where cultures were housed in specialty racks, behind vacuum sealed doors housing the wall-mounted coolant cells. He fixed on the third coolant door to the right, grunting as he yanked the handle down.

A tray rolled out containing no racks full of specimen trays, only an extra-large storage bin, about the size of Lianna’s upper torso. With the input of a code, the top was forced wide open as a bushy something arched out of its confined space.

“It didn’t dissipate…”

“Presumably Kali wanted this preserved, as a keepsake,” the Professor muttered. “So we’d know this wasn’t entirely a dream.”

The thick fur yielded several centimeters to the touch. Moments passed as he watched her stroke the reddish streaks. The end where it should’ve ‘connected’ seemed evenly cut, or partly healed. “Did you guys…?”

“We didn’t have to do anything. It sort of popped off as soon as you two hit the floor, just as a chameleon’s would.” All latches shut quietly, efficiently as he tucked the fur back under the lid and shoved the tray door shut. Lianna drew the lab coat closer, almost disappearing inside it.

“Professor, this isn’t a surprise to you. None of it. I’ve given you probably the most absurd, unscientific reports you’d ever seen, about things that would normally get a gal shipped to the nearest funny farm. And you…you just accept them. How much did you know, before I started out there?”

He kept his hands in his pants pockets, then adjusted the online scribbler in his top shirt pocket with a smile. “I had a more adventurous youth than I’ve let on. Several of my experiences could be described as humbling. I’d like to tell you I was never…hmm, intimate within my interpersonal contacts, but,” he shrugged, “I could never lie to you, child.”

“But you’re never gonna tell me about those experiences, are you?” she asked.

Still smiling, perhaps a little more warmly, he held out his hand to her. “There’s too much to cover in one afternoon,” he said. She clutched the coat to her bunched in one hand, while with the other she took his proffered palm. “But I see no reason why we couldn’t start.”

Continued from ‘Summoned by Kali’: (link)  https://mike3839.com/2021/01/18/summoned-by-kali-a-story/

Here’s where it all began: (link)  https://mike3839.com/2020/02/11/lianna-into-the-microverse-introduction/

Summoned by Kali: a story

Wow. It’s all green.

The professor will probably shit when he reads this report. This was supposed to be a rescue mission.  Floating inside the belly of a tardigrade wasn’t part of the plan. Still, navigating the microsphere wasn’t so tough. In some ways it was similar to free fall in zero gravity. This water bear bore me with remarkable alacrity now that I was inside it, if one can assign such values to a microbial anthropoid thingy.

I’m trying not to touch anything. I should be thinking of my own survival, floating in this thick interior jelly, but…this specimen was unique. Its feeding stylets actually shifted into a fissure in the upper part of its snout, which enabled it to ‘devour’ me without harm…. shit, those phrases don’t really belong together, do they?

A flap had opened in its digestive bulb after its intestinal tube pushed me through. That allowed me to slide into its lower body cavity, in the segments between its third and fourth pairs of legs. Here I was wedged between his spinal ridge and that intestinal tract that ran like a big ugly worm throughout the length of its chubby body.

If I pressed my face to its inner membrane I could breathe; these bugger’s respirate through the pores of their skin anyhow. I wasn’t alone either. There were swarms of beach-ball sized nodules–no, eggs, in this fluid-filled cavity with me.

All this for a woman who hated me. Lady Smirnoff was jealous of my position with the Professor, thought he favored me over her. Funny thing was, I was never aware of having any ‘position’. He saw her as a capable lab assistant. Me, I always called him Professor but I thought of him as a second Dad.

Jealousy had driven her to steal an experimental shrinking formula from Dr. Chen’s biolab. It worked, after a fashion. She surprised me in the lab and gave me a hefty spray. Then she watched as a alien grub devoured me.

That the plan failed was only on account of the formula’s unstable nature. Let’s just say that grub experienced an explosive end, once the shrinking effect wore off. I fought back before she could douse me again. Her tanks ruptured on a lab sink, exposing her to ten times the dosage I received. All that was left of her after that were her clothes. Fortunately the biolab was able to refine the formula into a stable element for this mission.

Apparently the goal lay ahead. Mama Bear was ambling along a string of lichen toward this gorgeous orchid floating improbably in this microscopic soup. Its spreading petals displayed a blood red aperture, a bowl tapering into a rounded pitcher vessel. As if aware of our approach, the skin of the pitcher became transparent, stretching over four projecting fingers pawing at its interior. The fingers curled into claws before its waxy outer skin smoothed over once more.

And above said orchid floated my host, I suppose, the goddess who’d been guiding and testing me up to this point. Dark hair that absorbed all color from the spectrum billowed around an oily blue face. Fangs indented the corners of her full red lips while a necklace of skulls rattled across her neck.

Eggs poked my bare thighs as we bobbed in this baptismal chamber, waiting to be discharged unto the world. The question becomes how this mother tardigrade intended to eject me. If I recalled my studies aright, baby tardis get excreted through the anal chamber to make their way in the world–oh crap, that’s not how–

A gush of fluid flooded its torso as a narrow tube squeezed me out of my host. God, do I feel like an ass–! …Stop that. After orienting myself, I paddled to her as the tardigrade lumbered on about its own business. Four arms beckoned and gods, she was as naked as I was. “Welcome, daughter,” she intoned.

I sighed and waved, “Hi, Mom.”

“Oh, you’ve sweated up a storm, child. You’re going to be in no condition to carry your burden home. Come, drink.”

A cup was raised. I hadn’t noticed the empty eye sockets and grinning teeth until I’d taken it in my hands, shaking now as I raised it to my lips. Thankfully instead of worms it tasted of ice-cold water; just water. I drained that, and the second skull thermos she detached from the band around her perfect waist. 

Still I held back, suddenly uncomfortably aware of my own state of unclothedness. Shivers rattled me; and yeah, the fact was that I could not look this manifestation of Kali in the face. “Gaze upon me, mortal,” she chuckled.

I gazed down at the underside of my bare arms. “I-I can’t, not as long as you’re wearing that face.”

Her upper left palm, red as blood, cupped my cheek, so very warm. I hadn’t thought about how frigid this place was in a while, if at all. “Does this face displease thee?”

“No–I mean, yes! Gods, you’re gorgeous, it’s just–I know you’re really not her. I-I see Mama lying dead, on the floor by our bed, every time–it just reminds me–“

“C’mere, little vine.”

Just like that my head shot up. That was her voice–! With my guard down, four strong arms drew me to her bosom. I rested my chin on her shoulder, inhaling the scent of incense and perspiration, blood and jasmine all intermingled. Muscles oiled with sweet alms flexed in a protective cocoon. “Why have I found favor with you?” I whispered.

Hands stroked waist and shoulders as her warm breath brushed my neck. “The pure of spirit are rare in the mortal sphere, more so in the realm of gods. It would be sacrilegious to tarnish such a spirit, especially one that has survived so many perils.”

“Huh. You haven’t seen me with the freaks I’ve encountered.”

“Wanna bet, kiddo?”

I jerked back, enough that I was staring nose to nose into my mother’s eyes. That long forgotten smirk was there for a second, and then there was only Kali Ma. Red palms stroked both my cheeks. “Innocence is a state beyond sexuality. It is possible to possess such purity even when the flesh is weak.”

“Doesn’t feel weak when I’m turned on.”

We both shared a laugh. “And now,” Kali said, “I suppose you will want to view the prize, the object as it were of your quest.”

Her arms stretched to their full length as I gazed over the rim of petals. At first I only saw vague shapes in the darkness, two blue mounds twitching and pressing over a reddish scalp. The blue flesh parted and a face tipped up. Our eyes met but no recognition flickered in her glassy stare.

I’d spent weeks scrutinizing every microscope in the observatory to find her. The Professor would pass me the odd assignment to take my mind off her. Somehow, I finally found her. Or maybe I was allowed to view the inescapable horror she’d been subjected to. Maybe it was a challenge our host knew I couldn’t ignore.

 Her skin was the whitest shade of pale, with sweaty cheeks sunken. But this was unmistakably the missing Lady Smirnoff. The rest of her body was lost in a quivering fluid mass pressing into her. The mounds flopped over her face with a wet slop and she was gone again. “Is she all right?” I asked as Kali pulled me close again.

“That depends on your definition.”

“Why hasn’t she tried to escape?”

“Where is there for her to escape to? The hallucinating incense infusing that bulb have convinced her that our bodies have melded. It was easy to maintain the delusion with an extension of our musculature around her crippled form.”

“Crippled?”

“Her encounter with an amoeba was not so fortunate as yours. She has lost the lower half of her right leg. Have no fear, I can detach myself from her at any time. But I needed her to reflect on her life choices, on the karma that had brought her to this state. And I wished her anguish for the terror she had inflicted on thee.”

“I think she’s got it. Kali Ma…Mama…will you grant me the boon of releasing the Lady Smirnoff to me?”

“She may not recognize you now. Not much of her feeble mind is left.”

“I-I don’t care,” I panted. “I need to bring her back.”

“She is not likely to thank you.”

“Huh. That’s what the Professor said. Please, this is inhuman.”

‘Neither are we.”

“Yeah, well,” I ducked down, staring down at my wringing hands. “I am. I’m human. I-I know she did this to herself, but…I can’t leave her. I don’t understand why but I don’t hate her. If only you could understand.” I kept staring down even though I could sense Kali’s gaze on me. Her lips pressed to my forehead. The words she spoke were my Mama’s.

“You couldn’t abandon her to a hopeless situation, the way I’d abandoned you on the Lost Ship.”

“It wasn’t your fault…”

“So. That wasn’t so hard, wasn’t it?”

I shrugged. “I’m still not sure how I’ll get back. Your tardigrades burst all my nanobots, and the growth formula they were carrying. Even if we can get home, we might both be stuck at this size.”

But then Kali held a capsule under my nose, right before she quickly withdrew it and tucked it back into one of her waist pouches. “Not so fast, silly me. That was a disintegration pill. Here’s…no, wait, that’s another shrinking pill. Fear not, I’ll find it. Take this,” she muttered as she absent mindedly handed over the sword in her upper left hand

“What am I supposed to do with this?” I asked.

“Dance, of course. Join me in the Dance of Kali.”

“I-I can’t dance.”

“Yes you can.”

“No, I…”

“Yes.”

“But I never…”

“You would deny Kali, who wears your mother’s face?”

“No, I’m just saying…” What was I trying to say? I kept staring down, muttering words to myself: “Om Hreem Shreem Kleem Adya…” “I’ve never danced before. I don’t know how.”

Her upper right arm stretched tight as she took hold of mine, now also extended straight. “Fear not. It’s easy. Follow my steps.”

But there were too many questions. What was this supposed to accomplish? How was this going to get the pair of us home, and at normal size? What was normal anyway? Why’d she have to take my mother’s–

“Shhhh…no more questions. Let your thoughts flow.”

I was about to protest further before this Kali apparition blew into her palm. A cloud of fine dust pecked me full in the face. Breathing was a reflex so I sucked it right up my nostrils and…and…what purty colors they are, swirlin’ an’ oscillatin’ rainbow suckers.

Everythin’s all fuzzy an’ dreamy. Why’d my stomach drop, an’ where these other two arms come from? No, I gotta be dreamin’. My shoulders ain’t really brushin’ up to another pair o’ shoulders rotatin’ an’ poppin’ in their sockets like dey always been there. Heyyy, my palms was red all over, all four of ’em.

Big Blue Babe pressed her hands inna mine, gobs of fingers strokin’ the back o’ my four hands, an’ objectively, Kali’s one gorgeous bitch. “Now I knows you actin’ like a gob,” I giggled. “My mama wudn’ make me hallubsin–hallub–she wudn’ do dat.”

“Is that all you’ve noticed? Suppose I imagined an extra pair of arms growing out of your ass?”

“Eyyy, dis is my hallub–hallu-oooo!” Somethin’ pushed between my cheeks–! I took a gander over both right shoulders just as somethin’ silky, bushy an’ red wit’ white stripes swished from my butt.

I guess when yer stoned dancin’ is easy. Kali’s moves wuz like oil, fluid an’ smooth an’ so precise. With my four palms pressed to hers, I could kinda trace her movements. Her sidewise shuffle led me forward an’ pushed me back, while our arms wheeled in flowing clockwise circles.

The hard part wuz knowin’ which Kali to follow. There wuz ‘nuther Kali overlaid on top of the first one, all fuzzy an’ trailin’ rainbow colors. Didn’t nobody line up the 3D projectors right? Well, so wat? Anythin’ she could do–

OWWWW! I popped the socket in my hip steppin’ too far out. And she kept on, raisin’ her hands in the prayer position, bobbing her head side to side. I followed as her arms flowed up an’ around, feet sliding side to side and back. Our tails counted time as dey swayed to balance us. Our upper palms came together as our heads zigzagged, sharp yet synchronous.

It wuz just me an’ Kali, skifflin’, hand in hand, countless fingers interlocked while Mama’s bootiful lashes batted like butterfly wings. Mebbe it wuz ‘cos we wuz on the same wavelength but some minutes in, it hit me that we been doin’ the same singsong chant: “Om hreem shreem …adya kalika param…” Kinda like that.

A really absurd thought entered my mind as I pirouetted…hey, with this sword I could kill Kali. I dismissed it quick, largely ‘cos even in this state I was repulsed that I ever thought. Besides, this wasn’t Kali facing me, just another aspect of her. That’s probably why she took Mama’s face in the first place. Judging by her toothy smile and slow shake of the head, she already knew what I was thinking anyway.

At some point Kali-Mom eased away. I wuz ‘lone, an’ somehow I didn’ mind. My legs still pranced, touchin’ on water molecules as dey traced her movements as if dey’d always knowed how. Her sword was still in my hands. Our chant grew louder, more authora…authora–more bossy.

Kali floated ‘hind ‘er orchid bulb, gesturin’ hypnotically over its petals. A shadow rose over the inner rim. An’ there she wuz, Lady Smirnoff floatin’ feather-like over her former prison. The left shoulder o’ her skinsuit wuz torn down t’ the upper bicep an’ yeh, her right leg was gone below the kneecap. Her stern scowl musta mellowed on ‘count of her zombie-like torpor.

Despite her emaciated state, she wuz hot in that glistening crimson skinsuit. Oh my gawd, it emphasized every voluptuous curve. You jus’ hang on, gorgeous, we’s gonna gets you outta here.

Now I nebber used a sword ‘fore, but somehow I knew what I hadda do. With an “om hreem shreem” I held my upper hands pointin’ up in supplication, blade straight an’ true as we cut a 180-degree arc in the space facin’ us. On the “adya kalika param“, I followed with a reverse cut…I think. Some of it’s kind of a blur. An’ then it wuz like sunrise over the Moon.

Light poured in us, radiant godlike an’ pure, and ohmygod so toasty–! Even as I bobbed over to take the Lady in my arm an’ arm an’ arm an’ arm, I wondered how Kali’d administer her potion to us, whether with another puff in our snozzers or a dab on our tongues–

Kali answered with a bucket drenched over our heads. Already our skins stretched taut as muscles bulged beneath ’em. There was no time for anything else as Kali braced herself on the rim of her orchid and with both feet booted us into the vortex…

Lianna: Into the Microverse-introduction

Lianna into the microverse300(This is a short story fragment serving as an introduction to a current art series on my DeviantArt page. It follows on from two previous art projects, requests really, that have come over the past couple of years. Enjoy.)

Bad luck that the Professor came in at the precise moment I was adjusting my skinsuit’s fastenings. “Ah, Lianna, we need to talk about–whooaaa!” He swerved to one side so as not to see his little girl peel her suit off her torso.

He covered his eyes, still looking away, as my crimson bloboid Stavros peeled the legging from my right foot, then proceeded to work on the left one. Amba was on my left to steady me. The guys at the observatory had gotten used to their presence, my two alien lovers. Huh, alien…that’s a funny word. As far as the universe is concerned, we’re the aliens.

I have my own ideas about these two girls. Clearly they’re largely photosynthetic, manufacturing energy from their respective stars. Minerals augmented their nutritional needs, but it’s what they can do with their bodies that fascinates our resident stargazers. They can contain themselves in roughly humanoid forms; Amba especially has a height advantage over me. Still, it’s an approximation, where their faces hold the shape of a human face without any definition–their eyes are like round anime buttons. Back on my ship, they’re apt to slump into a mass of gel and…well, that’s for me to know.

Apparently my nakedness was more than the Professor could stand. Yeah, he bathed me as a child, but the last time he did that was like fifteen years ago. So now he snatched the nearest cot blanket and tossed it over my head. That was no deterrent at all. Stavros had been swept under the enveloping coverlet too, still assisting me in stripping down. “Might I ask the purpose of this?” the Professor inquired as the skinsuit flopped from under the covering onto a nearby seat with a rubbery smack.

“I told you what I saw, Poppa,” I muttered. “Lady Smirnoff is still alive on the microscopic level. She’s a prisoner of Kali, or a form of Kali, I dunno.”

“You’re seriously going to do this, undertake a rescue mission on your own, to a world beyond our comprehension, on behalf of a woman who’s already tried to kill you once, using the same gas she was exposed to herself? Oh dear…” He averted his gaze as Stavros and I flung off the blanket.

“Yeah, that about sums it up,” I said.

“Well that’s crazy! Child, consider what you’re saying. You may have been mistaken in what you saw.”

“How could I have been? That’s a very specific delusion, if that’s what you’re suggesting.”

“The mind plays tricks. You have had some extraordinary experiences. Perhaps–”

“I can’t stop thinking about it, Poppa!”

My butt slapped on the cold bench beside him. Neither of us could look at the other, mostly because of his discomfort at my state of undress. “I can’t stop seeing her, dissolving into Kali’s body. I can’t forget the hate in her voice when she tried to kill me. I didn’t know she felt that way about me. I didn’t–if I hadn’t made her storage tank rupture–”

“She’d have sprayed you with the same dosage of reducing gas she was exposed to, and you’d be lost.”

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“Do you hate her so much, Poppa?”

“NO! it’s not–” his hands fidgeted, but then he reached over with the right hand to squeeze mine. “In the past you’ve come back to me with so many injuries because you never took the proper precautions, or you were careless. Lady Smirnoff was jealous of the attention I lavished on you, but what could I do? You were my child…adopted child, since your parents…

“Are you really willing to undertake a mission where no blame is attached to you? She’s not going to stop hating you. God knows, she might be on the brink of madness, after what she’s seen in that hidden world.”

God, he was so sad. Out of some childish habit, I dropped down in front of him and clutched his knees. “Poppa, I can’t unsee what I’ve seen. Whatever she feels about it, I can’t live with myself if I don’t try to help her. And I have listened to you enough that I’m taking some precautions.” I stood up then. “Come on, girls, let’s get started.”

Now that the suit was dispensed with, both my shipmates, my blobs, my lovers began what at first might have seemed like a massage, rubbing their hands over my body with circular strokes. I’m sure the Professor observed, at one of those times his avoidance strategy lapsed, the thin sheen of green and crimson goo they smeared over my epidermis, which was quickly absorbed by my pores. “A biological coating to shield you from contaminants on the microscopic level,” he said. “Very good.”

“I can’t take the skinsuit, it probably won’t shrink as handily as a biological subject–” and I tapped my chest with my fingertips, accidently jiggling my sweaty gigs. Oddly enough he wasn’t looking at me as a sexually active woman. Maybe in his eyes I’d always be that wary seven-year-old girl he picked up off a derelict starship, suspicious of all things except for that skinny balding scientist who became her adoptive father.

He swallowed, then seemed to remember not to stare. “Umm… assuming you find them, what’s the plan? Are you just going to ask the Goddess of Death to give you whatever’s left of her?”

‘That’s the general idea.”

The circular door hissed open like a gushing refrigeration unit, admitting Pederson, our overly tall microbiologist, carrying a tray of samples. “Hey, how’s my favorite geltoid?” he grinned–at Amba.  As soon as he bent over the coolant unit to slide in his tray, Amba’s arm reared back, stretching an extra half meter as her ‘hand’ flattened into a roughly paddle shape. A sharp crisp smack rang from Pederson’s ass on impact.

Pederson’s head banged on the coolant unit’s upper frame. He staggered around, slipping on the slick tile floor. But there was no mistaking the sly grins that passed between them. “Ayy, are you two flirting with each other?” I demanded. Pederson shook his head, not very convincingly, while Amba offered only the slightest shrug.

The door gushed again to let Hue in next. “Oh please, the more the merrier,” the Professor grumbled. ‘Well, what do you have to say for yourself?”

The small stipple-haired fellow also avoided staring at me in my birthday suit. “Professor, we have tested the reduction samples. The subjects have all passed. We can replicate the process that reduced Lady Smirnoff safely with Lianna and recover her when needed.”

“Wait, wait, it’s illegal to test an experimental procedure like this on people–or animals, for that matter,” I interjected. “What did you test it on?” I happened to look in the mirror at the precise moment Amba and Stavros both tentatively raised their right hands.

“Girls!” I exclaimed. “What did you think you were doing? You don’t know what that stuff will do to you! Whose idea was this, anyhow?” And again, both ‘geltoids’ pointed at their own chests.

Then the Professor’s hand rested on my shoulder. “Child, they volunteered. Nobody coerced them. The young ladies volunteered a small quantity, barely a teaspoon from their core bodies. The formula Lady Smirnoff left on her database was applicable on both test subjects. Believe me, nobody in the observatory would dream of harming your best friends.”

“Even if some of you are bent on hitting on them,” I said, glaring at Pederson as he ogled Amba.

“Misses,” Hue continued, “we’ve prepared the nanobots, as you instructed. They have already been miniaturized and will be waiting in the lab when you’re ready. Forse will be here momentarily.”

Sooner than expected, as the door admitted yet another specialist, this time our resident optometrist. “Hey Four Eyes, whatcha got for me?” I grinned.

“Nothing if you insist on that peculiar frame,” Forse replied, but still with a twinkle in his baggy eyes. He opened a compact, keeping his stare on the two round half-orbs resting inside instead of my boobs. “These contact lenses will serve the same as compound eyes. Each has thousands of optical facets that will adjust to the focal points of your eyes, enabling something resembling normal vision.”

“Thanks, doc.” That’d be one advantage I’d have over what happened to Lady Smirnoff. At microscopic levels the light spectrum is pretty much irrelevant. God knows what I’ll find but at least I might be able to make some visual sense of it. It only took moments to pop the contacts in each eye, but then, I was facing a thousand semicircular images, all the same and yet peeling off from another angle, and another–

“Focus,” Forse chided. “Concentrate on one image, one form. The professor–seek him.”

Well I could see him, thousands of him, some facing me, more at half-profile the further out each image zoomed. But maybe, if I chose the one in the middle, and focused–Yesss! All those hundreds of warped eye-fields seemed to blur towards the center, dimming wetly before coming into crystal clear sharpness–probably the sharpest I’d ever seen my old man as he smiled.

From there it was but a short march to the lab. I entered alone. On the platform lay an open valise. Sensing my presence, there now rose half a dozen drones, barely visible to the naked eye. That’d change soon enough as the gas took effect. The nanobots I carried inside my own body had already received their peculiar instructions for whatever dangers we expected to encounter. Kali alone knew if that’d be enough.

Sucking in a last few deep breaths, I called, “All right, boys, let ‘er rip!”

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A Beginning [fragment]

[Hello there. This was something I scribbled one night for a project that may or may not ever come to fruition, bringing together all my female characters. Just for the hell of it I’m throwing it out here. See what you think. Enjoy.–Mike.]

She pushed herself up from the pile of bodies, wrinkling her nostrils against the sulfar stench wafting up from the lowlands. She stood tall, her cinammon-skin already damp with perspiration. Someone had thoughtfully provided a tight pair of snakeskin trunks, while leaving her feet bare. Next time, she mused, I get to pick my outfit.

Perhaps it was still night, Jamai thought. Somehow she knew this purple skyline with her roiling storm clouds had always been so. All it needed was a cliché bolt of–

Holie!” And here it comes, grounded to the lightning rod her small companion thrust into the catwalk at the last second. A blinding flash illuminated her in white silhouette, but in all respects she appeared unharmed.

“Hah! Take that, you dinkoff! Nobody beats science around here!” After taking one quick around, she added to herself, “God willing.” None the less, her khaki shorts and dingy white safari blouse appeared undamaged.

“Well played, sister,” Jamai smiled, taking Kiana Richards’ hand.

“It was nothing special,” Kiana shrugged, flicking her neck-length auburn hair back from her face. “These things were just lying on the catwalk. It just seemed like the thing to do. One question…”

“Yes. Where are we?”

“Exactly where you need to be,” another voice intruded. Another sister. Her bootsteps rattled on the catwalk’s struts, shaking the fragile structure and sending sympathetic shivers through all their bodies. The violet skinsuit graced all her best features, while the window cut into the chest fabric did nothing to hide her globes.

“Lianna,” Jamai nodded.

Kiana did the same, adding, “This is gonna get confusing fast. So tell me, we were all called together for a reason, or fell out of time or some crap?”

“No need to get snarky, red.” A collective startle jumped up into their hearts as they jerked to the right. Another blonde like Lianna crouched on the handrail, honey-tinged this time. But even in this dank light she was pale beyond reason, the tips of her fangs dimpling the corners of her lips. Leather cloaked her from those wetlook leggings to the slinky coat on her back. “Hi there. I’m Vye.” Nudging Jamai’s forearm, she said, “Hi again, bosoms. Been a while.”

To the others she said this. “It’s probably appropriate that I’m here at least. Take a look down.”

Her gaze angled over the rail. Together the three of them joined Vye in peeking twenty stories down to the field of lava breathing acrid fumes below. A dark crust formed over a large proportion of the landscape, but there remained bubbling honeypots oozing fresh magma. And towards the east, from their position at least, there heaved a maw filled with stalactite teeth, wide enough to gorge on an elephant.

“Let me guess,” Kiana whistled. “That’s the devil himself.”

“I’m going for something more general,” Vye replied. “Evil from before the dawn of time.”

“And what say you, Godwalker?”

This was getting to be such a regular occurrence, the ladies simply joined in a mutual sag, then turned to greet the new intruders. Apparently this was to be the first man on their team, a husky fellow in buckskin breeches and waistcoat over a plain white shirt, with moccasins and a leather sash girding his Bowie knife.

“Welcome, Jeremiah,” Lianna grinned. “You’re just in time. Bring the reinforcements?” He nodded.

As the portal opened wide behind him, Kiana asked, “Excuse me. Godwalker?”                     “Just a nickname,” Lianna squirmed.

“You don’t say,” Jamai queried with her raised eyebrows.

Throwing up her hands, Lianna elaborated. “All right, I may have met some Hindu gods, and they were kind to me…”

“Hah! More like they fondled you!” Vye laughed.

“So wait…are we all…dead?” Kiana whispered.

“Only some of us, lass!” spoke the tall Irish beauty striding from the portal, flowing skirt trailing her. Beside her a girl of Chinese-American descent practically skipped to keep pace. Besides her TV-Western cowboy outfit, she also lugged a Santa Claus-sized bag across her right shoulder.

The flaming red Irish woman shook all their hands in turn. “Top of the day, lasses. I’m Caitlan, this poor we’en is my partner, Fong. As ye can see, television has thoroughly corrupted her.”

“Sez you,” Fong’s higher pitched voice laughed. “I got the gear.” She looked toward Jamai and smiled. “Hi, Granny!”

Six pairs of eyes at various heights swiveled to a suddenly bashful Jamai. “It’s an affectionate appellation…ohh!” Any shy feelings evaporated as Caitlan and Fong both swept in for a hug.

Lianna harumphed, drawing their attention. “Okay, we all know each other…most of us. We’re all connected in some way. We’re all sisters. A-and brother,” she noted, waving a hand to Jeremiah.

“We’ve all experienced our days of terror, all looked into the face of damnation. I can’t force you to do this, but…that thing down there represents a power even the gods are a little nervous about. We all have our powers, all have our own little gifts, and that’s going to come in handy in the next few minutes. So, I’m asking you, will you stand with me?” As she spoke, so she circulated among the gathered, touching each of her allies with a gloved hand. Those hands were now open, beckoning.

“We’re gonna need a way down there,” Vye commented.

“That’s what we’re here for,” Fong huffed, dropping the bag onto the catwalk. Reaching inside with both small hands, she distributed a rocket pack to each of her fellow warriors. Each one of them fastened the gear as though they’d done this before, like they’d done this all their lives.

“All we need now,” said Kiana cheerily, “is Gail Simone to lead us.”

“Maybe next time,” Fong chipped in.

“Ready, Godwalker?” Jeremiah smiled.

“Don’t call me that,” Lianna moaned. As the smallest, Vye and Kiana bunched on the rails, ready to push off. Everyone else dropped to a runner’s crouch, ready to watch Lianna’s back.

“Okay,” she called, “Let’s go!”

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Remember the ship where you were born: Lianna’s Story

I’m afraid when I started posting pix of my OC Lianna Jensen on my Deviantart page, I had no story to go by. Basically I was following the Jim Starlin method of writing, ie, I was making things up as I go. I hadn’t even given her a name until my fourth art set with her. Fortunately by then I also concocted an origin story, and it’s held up pretty nicely since. Enjoy.

 

I wasn’t actually born there. I was seven years old at the time of her launch. She was a Podship, the first of its kind, with a fully-automated wetwork to monitor our life-signs as we slept between the stars. Her Bangali designers christened her the Naga Sentry.    

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Her solar sails could harness the currents of Dark Energy between stars. We weren’t scheduled to be awoken for another 100 years, once we reached our destination. She was billed as the Perfect Vessel to colonize the stars, and in a way she was…a perfect nightmare.   

Seventeen years into our voyage, our ship hit a solar storm, a corrusation of gamma-ray bursts within Sector 006. Oh, our sleeper-beds were undamaged…we were ray-shielded after all.   But the sheer energy billowing through our sails pushed us violently off course, into unknown space. The star-patterns weren’t any that the Navigation banks had been programmed for, so the passengers were awoken too soon in order for them to take charge.

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That might explain the subsequent behavior of the passengers and crew. We’d entered a sector where the Multiuniverses converged. The quantum energies flowing between these tiny, overlapping Multiverses began to affect our minds. You might say the adults all got cabin fever…

Even my parents. I-I mean, they adored each other…both as smart as whips…b-but they became like….like…oh God…

By the time the Naga Sentry left that sector and returned to a semblence of normal space, the only ones left alive were the children. The bully boys basically took over, organizing into their own little cliques. They kept some of the Smart Boys on, ‘cause they knew how to work the ship. Some of the smart girls attached themselves to the bully-boys in charge. Anyone who wasn’t attached was called a Loner. And culled.

They might just as well have called us lepers. It wasn’t easy being a Loner. You really had to be ninja. You had to be quick…you had to be sneaky…And you had to know where to hide…

There weren’t many Loners left by the time that lone mining tramp-ship almost collided with us. At least her captain had the decency to call the Space Port Authorities. You see, we couldn’t have  known there’d be such advances in sublight engineering in the decades since the Naga Sentry left port. Even the most common ship possessed speeds that had easily overtook our ship and surpassed it. Our mission had become irrelevent. In fact, we’d gone down in history as a legend; the Lost Ship they called us.

We were all pretty much in rags at that point, and didn’t care. Some of the career Terranauts were scared to be around us. Not one man though. He was one of the Observers who came with the rescue ship. I don’t know what Professor Chronitis saw in me, but…he offered me his hand and took me in, and raised me as his own daughter.

 

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The newest collection by Lagon Revue is now in print. This is their fifth outing. According to their website, Lagon is a prospective comic book magazine exploring new forms of graphic narration. It takes on a new name with each issue. Last year I was very pleasantly surprised to receive an invitation to submit one of my art sets to the latest issue, Marecage.

Marecage is bilingual, in French & English. The editorial team is Alexis Beauclair, Bettina Henni, Severine Bascouert, Sammy Stein & Jean-Phillipe Bretin.

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I wanted my father to see this. We talked about it and he thought it was a good opportunity. He passed away in November. I would have liked to have seen his face when he saw what I was contributing.  Miss you, Dad.

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